Monday, 7 May 2012

put ur hand in the air !!

boring m0od .. hehe part-time model ..
PUT UR HAND IN THE AIR BABE !! hahha x dpt clubbing on the floor s0o just clubbing in my r0om .. every Friday nite and Saturday nite, many student will go to clubbing .. kdg2 sume club penuh je dgn student .. ala NORMAL la kalo ad byk student .. nk release tension la kte kn .. hehe biasa la .. hidup sbgai student nie penuh dgn dugaan .. lg2 mcm aku nie ha .. da la jln kaki pg college then, dduk kt asrama lg 2 .. tp yg aku tau, Tuhan x kn penah stop uji aku .. kesabaran aku lg 2 .. :) Dia tau kesabaran aku tggi so Dia uji la aku .. bkn nk tggi kn diri la tp aku bersyukur sbb diberi-Nya kesabaran yg sgt kuat .. and satu lg keistimewaan yg Dia bg kt aku iaitu TIDAK PERNAH
MEMBENCI  org lain .. best kn dpt hati mcm 2 .. biar lah org 2 jahat mcm mna pon dgn aku, aku x pernah benci dorg .. sbb aku tau nt org yg kte benci 2 la akn tlg kte .. PERCAYALAH !! aku da alami ny .. thats why i never hate D .. why ?? not because i still love him but i know ONE DAY he might need my help .. don't know what kind of help but i believe .. lg pon, there's  no i want to hate him .. just because he left me ?? haha NO !! dlm dunia nie, byk lg lelaki yg more better than him .. hilang sorg, Tuhan akn gantikn dgn yg baru n guess what, ap yg Tuhan gantikan 2 lg bgus dr yg lma .. like my Rei Nikke now .. he appreciate me .. he accept me n he love me the way i am now .. he didn't change me but he accept me .. he say he love me because im STUBBORN, NAUGHTY, LIKE A BABY, LEMAH LEMBUT BUT TEGAS, and etc .. where u can get a man like that .. :) hurmm ok la .. my head feel dizzy !! want to rest .. daa !! buubbyyyeee !!

p/s: if he see this blog, i want him to know how much i love him .. for D, don't hate me anymore .. just be friends .. huhh !!